last time i spoke to pinni was an year back and though i dont remember how the conversation went, i do remember we abused a lot. 'fuck you' filled in for all the awkard pauses. and with every 'fuck you' another argument started. this is one of the nice things when you know you're breaking off. i mean it's better than having to listen how she couldn't have her morning cup of coffee because the milk was spoiled. Fuck, can you beleve that. i mean, for godsake, get another fucking packet man. there're worse things in life to crib about.
but before i go off track let me tell you i miss you. sometimes i feel like giving her a call (yes, i do have her number). not because i want to patch up or something, no. we're far beyond that. and i guess she has another guy in her life now. afterall she was no ordinary looking girl. i just want to let you know i still hate you. and this hatred creeps up in every conversation i have with any girl i meet. not that i meet too many these days, but hell, that's another story. and inexorably they start avoiding me. they probably think i'm still hung up on you or something. probably they just want to avoid me anyway.
and yeah, if you're reading this let me tell you, that name of yours 'pinni' is the funniest name i've heard. if i ever have a koala bear for a pet i'm going to name him that.
you know nothing satisfies me anymore. no number of songs, no books, nobody.it's not like i long for you or something. i can never be with you again. the thing is i want to find a girl who's exactly like you in every way except the ways for which i hate you. but more than anything else i want to forget hating you. yes, that's exactly what i want. forget hating you.
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Dude, you move from talking to "PINNI" to talking to the audience to talking to "PINNI" again. Decide and rewrite
u think i freakin dont read the stuff again after puttin it up.?
it was always meant to be that way u fool..
I hate you too
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